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Niche

We each have our own niche in this world. It is when we don't recognise or accept it, that discontentment starts simmering in us. Restlessness is good if it brings out productivity in us. Beyond that, it's just a thorny way to lead a life; you will neither be comfortable, nor happy.
ನನ್ನ ಹಳೆ ಪುಸ್ತಕವೊಂದರಲ್ಲಿ ನಾನು ಬರೆದ ಸಾಲುಗಳು. ಸರಿಯೋ ತಪ್ಪೋ ಗೊತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ: "ಓದಿ ಓದಿ ಮರುಳಾದ ಕೂಚುಭಟ್ಟ ಅನ್ನುವುದು ಸರಿಯಲ್ಲ. ಕೂಚುಭಟ್ಟ ಓದಿ ಮರುಳಾಗಲಿಲ್ಲ, ಅವನ ಜ್ಞಾನ ಉಳಿದವರಿಗೆ ಅರ್ಥವಾಗಲ...

Maneyata

Rains bring so many childhood memories as gifts every year. Its cozy pitter-patter makes me want to curl up and think about all the times I and my cousin, both very young at about 8-10 years of age, played 'maneyata.' I would be the husband once and she the wife. I would order her to make breakfast and eat it. I would act as if I was dressed in formals and carry a suitcase and go to office. She would act as if she cooked, cleaned and did household work till I came home for supper. Then the next imaginary day, our roles would be reversed. It would be my turn to be the wife and she, the husband. After two or three imaginary days of such routine, we would get bored and change games. I still remember our suspicion that our cook would spy on our games from the attic, the wooden floorboards of which had tiny slits in them, enough to peep and watch our games of innocence and laugh. I imagined for many years that he laughed at us and our games which started looking silly as we grew o...

We think...

Ten persons, may be with similar nature, may go through similar hardships in life. But, the persons who emerge will be different. Each person responds to problems and sorrows in their own way. The lessons they learn as a result, and the person they turn into, will always be unique. Every person has his/her own crosses to bear and I feel it is unfair to judge anyone, despite our close knowledge of his/her tribulations. We never know, we only think that we know.
History always crumbles to dust. No matter how hard we try to cling on to it. I was watching the story of great kings and queens who once walked on this land, lived, loved, fought and died. No matter how greatly revered they were, their names vanish into thin air right in front of you. You can never hold onto them. That's how ephemeral greatness is, life is.
Reading 'Sophie's World' by Jostein Gaarder. He says, Thales is supposed to have said that 'all things are full of gods.' If I am not wrong, isn't our (Indian) belief of stones, trees, animals, birds and other beings as gods, a metaphor for the godliness of all things?
If I have another life, I would like to be born as a tree. Silent, calm and tall. Unwavering, perceptive, supportive. Constantly reviving itself. Shedding its old notions, making space for new ones.