ಜೀವನ ಮುಂದೆ ಹೋಗುತ್ತಾ ಇರುತ್ತೆ, ಯಾರಿಗೂ ಕಾಯದೆ, ಆದರೆ ನಾವ್ಯಾಕೆ ಕೆಲವೊಂದು ಸಲ ನಿಂತಲ್ಲೇ ನಿಂತು ಬಿಡ್ತೀವಿ? ಬರದೆ ಇರುವವರಿಗೊಸ್ಕರ ಕಾಯ್ತಾ, ತಿರುಗಿ ನೋಡದೆ ಮುಂದೆ ನಡೆದವರ ಒಂದು ನೋಟಕ್ಕೆ ಕಾತರಿಸುತ್ತಾ? ಚಿಕ್ಕವಳಿರುವಾಗ ದೊಡ್ಡ ಬಂಡೆಕಲ್ಲೊಂದರ ಮೇಲೆ ಮಲಗಿ ಗಂಟೆಗಟ್ಟಲೆ ಆಕಾಶ ನೋಡುತ್ತಿದ್ದೆ. ಆಗ ಈ ಪ್ರಪಂಚದಲ್ಲಿ ಯಾರೂ ಇಲ್ಲ, ನಾನೊಬ್ಬಳೆ ಅನ್ನೋ ಭಾವನೆ ಬರ್ತಿತ್ತು. It was a wonderful feeling. ಎಲ್ಲೋ ಕಳೆದುಹೋದ ಹಾಗೆ, ಆ ಅನಂತತೆಯಿಂದ ಕಣ್ಣು ಕೀಳಲು ಮನಸ್ಸೇ ಆಗುತ್ತಿರಲಿಲ್ಲ. ಅಲ್ಲಿ ಒಂಟಿತನ ಇರಲಿಲ್ಲ, ಇಷ್ಟ ಆಗೋ ಏಕಾಂಗಿತನವಿತ್ತು. ಭೂಮಿ ಮೇಲೆ ನಾನೊಬ್ಬಳೇ ಆದರೆ ಏನು ಮಾಡಲಿ ಅನ್ನೋ ಹೆದರಿಕೆನೂ ಇರಲಿಲ್ಲ. ಅಂಥ ಏಕಾಂಗಿತನ ಈಗ ಹೀಗೆ ಒಬ್ಬರೇ ಹಾದಿಯಲ್ಲಿ ನಿಂತು ಎರಡೂ ಕಡೆ ನೋಡುವಾಗಲೂ ಇದ್ರೆ ಎಷ್ಟು ಚೆನ್ನಾಗಿರುತ್ತಲ್ವ? ಅಲ್ಲಿ ಒಂಥರಾ ಶಾಂತಿ, calmness, ಇರುತ್ತೆ. ಗಡಿಬಿಡಿಯಿಲ್ಲದ, ಧಾವಂತವಿಲ್ಲದ ಶಾಂತಿ. It's beautiful.
Guess I am out of touch with everything right now, so no blog entry for many days. From many days, a question is bothering me. I haven't found a satisfactory answer yet. So I'll write it down here. Maybe anybody who reads this may know the answer. "Just because we are journalists, writers, opinion creators and thinkers, do we have the right to judge others? Either personally or professionally?" I think we don't have the right to judge a person, even if we are right. But as writers, we would have to judge others whether we like it or not. And it's very difficult forcing people to think, but that's what we are doing or pretending to be doing right? Another question: "How come life is so simple if you just let it live by itself without bothering much and so complicated if you try to manipulate it or even understand it?" Blessed are the ignorant. We who can understand everything, try not to let anything go by without understanding and thus miss the b
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ReplyDeleteSometimes being lonely is being "INTO THE WORLD" n sometimes its being "OUT OF THE WORLD"
ReplyDeleteIf U choose it by ur wish its a "blessing" or else its a "CURSE".iF "U" choose it,its happiness...If "loneliness" choses u,its the beginning of ur end.!