I like the devil in me, for she hits the bull's eye of truth and makes me watch it when all I wish to do is hide from it. But I love the angel in me, for she tells me wisely to ignore that bull's eye of truth if, by uttering it, I am bound to cut the fine, silken threads of friendship/relationship.
“ What is the feeling when you're driving away from people, and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? It's the too huge world vaulting us, and it's goodbye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies.” -- Jack Kerouac (American Poet and Novelist) From what I have seen and admired in humans, they are eternal optimists. Goodbyes seem to break us, but we straighten up and walk, holding our head high, blinking away our tears. And as regards the specks of people dispersing, when something moves away, something else comes near. Guess that's how laws of nature move. If a time comes when nothing else comes near, it's when we will become really alone; alone to live and love life without any reason, taking the next step forward.
I have read this blog 10+ times, every time I read this it gives me a different dimension of understanding. Wonder if my understanding is multi dimensional or the writing.
ReplyDeleteIf you know Kannada, you may be familiar with Dinakara Desai's poem -- 'Avaravara manadanthe drushtiyoo bere
ReplyDeletekaviya kannige chandra hendathiya more
chikka makkalige shashi bandalada chendu
vijnanigaligaduve bari kallugundu.'